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Originally Posted by McNally
The way Keith would tease Chemda, I tried to tease Chemda, but I was way too heavy handed about it. There were also some bad feelings behind it that I didn't initially realize were there. It's taken me a long time to sort out where those came from, because they really weren't justified, and I was surprised at myself for developing them: Resentment of New York, Chemda/Rellek jealousy, extremely different energy levels and different senses of life between me and Chemda. Living right down the street made us see each other more often than I saw most people in New York, which caused friction to build up more quickly. I'm not saying any of this is okay, I'm just trying to explain.
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I got as upset as many people on the forums over your resentments towards Chemda, but it's very grown up of you not only to understand and aknowledge your own feelings but also to own up to them and expose them.