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whwn i drank too much, i did it generally cause i needed the buzz to get over boredom or nervousness.
i still drink for pleasure and fun, just not get completely shitfaced. right after cleaning up after the car crash, i couldnt even be around drinkers for a while, i would get jittery.
with meds, i took 12 sleeping thingies once. it started as a "i need the drowsiness and to calm down" then i jsut kept taking them to stay high.
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