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i only had some sort of OCD side thing when i was really really manic. i had this obsessive idea in my head that i had to do things obsessively as a ritual to please god (i know, i know. i said i was nuts). if i failed those rituals, i would be punished. stareted as a way to gain control on things.
after therapy, it went away. not for the meds but because the therapist explained it was part of the disease and something others had.
Nowadays not only i dont have it, but i hardly feel any sympathy for it. i dont know why.
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