[iheartnihilism]

Thanks for writing back Chemda and for addressing my email again on the show. I have been guilty of "hey where were you?" and then assuming he's off to orgies when he's really just spendin time with friends. He's honestly a good guy and I know he's not stickin' it in everything and we've agreed to not date while we still live together but when im paranoid and feeling like a reject,my imagination goes overboard. I've been friends with almost all of my exs but I've never had such a long or involved relationship before and this is pretty fucking hard (or har-rerd, if you will).

As far as the one last time thing, we actually broke up mostly because we were already acting like friends (no sex/passion/etc) so I doubt that's gonna happen.
Sorry for using you guys :P and thanks again. <3

Edit: sometimes I did ask "when will you be back?" just to know how much time I had alone and not because I wanted to know where he was going.