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Originally Posted by poingjam
I know you've answered this before (I've probably asked before), but why are you still alive if you're so ready to die? Is it hope for a better life? Obligation to friends and family? Survival instinct?
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little of column A, little of column B.
I really do think that it will happen soon. I've grown a lot and I've been doing a lot lately. I just asked out 2 girls last week and I'm waiting to hear back from them (Probably going to say no, but I asked) We have been chatting online. They gave me their numbers too.
As for family, I don't want to do that too them. and I don't want them to blame themselves. A close friend of mine had a freind do it in highschool and she was devistated, didn't leave her room for a week. I can't imagine putting her though that kind of pain.
I am about to go into over drive and just say fuck it and make a pass at every girl I'm interested in. This one friend of mine's room mate seems to get along with me really well, we have a similar sense of human and usually think the same things about stuff so I'm going to go for it. Same thing with this girl that works in the comic book store I go too. This girl I'm freinds with said that she will go in and try to get a level of her opinion on me (I'm a regular so we know eachother, Ill send my freind in to get my books and see if she says anything about me, and then get my friend to put in a good word for me or something)