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I voted yes. I don't have any diagnosed thing, just a general abandonment issue that leads to me being probably too clingy with people and awkward with new people I like vs with new people I don't really care about - I can charm the pants off those losers.
Started fapping..I dunno...8 or 9? My brothers and I were spending part of the summer with our father and our half brothers. I'm the youngest and the oldest half brother was like 20. They, all being teens or older, were talking about sex and the older half brother started making fun of my brothers for being too young to keep up an erection. He made joke/pantomime about them jerking off and cumming real fast. I laughed to seem cool but I was like "what the hell are they talking about? Are they talking about peeing themselves?"
The next night I went into the bathroom, recreated the gestures and figured it out.
IRONICALLY, now I get off on dudes peeing themselves!
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