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Myq's form of open relationship sounds so fucking broken and like something I don't want any part of.
"When she tells me she's going dancing that means maybe she's just dancing maybe she's fucking somebody" what the hell kind of trust is that? That would make me paranoid as hell. How is this any different from "closed" relationships where one person is still suspicious the other might cheat. "Yeah right, going out with the boys again"
The ayahuasca stuff doesn't come off as bullshit, necessarily, but it's such hipster...well yeah i lied, bullshit. I need to puke and lose my mind to truly understand myself and the world. Wanting to do this or any other hallucinogen just to get fucked up and enjoy the experience (outside the puke) I understand. Just go to the fucking therapist or talk to someone if you want to figure yourself out
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