[Sparrow]

being childless is the only way i can justify jumping off cliffs into nowhere and taking risks. it's not that i don't like what i do, it's just taking more and more out of me to do it. my process is slow and it's hard to honor that. i'm a girl happily floating down life's river in an inner tube among peers in fucking speedboats. i don't want to be in a speedboat. the constant sense of urgency to produce and market and produce and market wears down my gears. i'm not sure i'm ready to say what it is in my soul i have to say, but i think once i do i'm gonna be real fucking done with the whole kibosh. and it may take me a few years to get there. i will not be rushed.

i hope your new gig is everything you hope it is! it feels good to be sought after.