producing is harrr-rrerd. incompetence is everywhere. show days are awful. fuckin' preach, Andrea. there are a lot of gears and they spontaneously grind to a halt or set on fire and your job is to deal with it while your soul screams and make sure nobody notices. there's not been a single event where just before i've not stood in the middle of my venue and sobbed for a minute. by the time people show up (and i've held my vomit from convincing myself nobody will show up) i'm already exhausted, but that's when you gotta DANCE AND SPARKLE! it's so fun!!!
