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Most things are obviously bad.
And still. I enjoy some part in the current situation. I’m not sure what exactly it is.
Maybe it’s because I wear the most comfortable clothes all the time and no make up.
Maybe it’s that I drive way less, like not at all and don’t have to deal with traffic.
Or that I somehow enjoy seeing only 5 people, all of them being my family.
I don’t have to meet anyone else and I don’t miss anyone. Is this bad?
Maybe? I don’t know.
Or that I’m less anxious now. Somehow I feel like everyone is feeling the feelings that are inside of me everyday anyway. And now I feel alone with them.
Something is going on.
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