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i have a hard time getting real in therapy. i always wanna be “on” when meeting people. i had one therapist for a while i could drop what felt like a performance with, she told me my thoughts horrified her and i’m like THAT’S WHY I’M HERE. a lot of therapists won’t even see Borderlines. being made to feel untreatable by an entire sect of a profession doesn’t feel great and i have no interest in paying someone to small talk me about being mindful
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