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Quick inside into my inner life:
I feel as I said often too responsible and not doing it so much was one big thing in my life.
Somehow I was very often in the situation where I had to quit a job because it was shitty in some way or and my feeling was like:
" how can I do this to them?"
It got better with every time. What didn't help is that often the reaction was not wanting to let me go and trying to guilt me into staying. It feels like someone tries to strangle me.
Before Mr Apia it was the same with relationships. The men also always made braking up with them really hard.
So I guess a fight for autonomy is a big theme here?
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