1642: Death of a Ladies' Man

[campy]

I don't need gold stars, I don't need him to get it completely because I don't even get my mood swings at the moment...I need him to be patient sometimes because I can't control how I feel especially with a toxic level of hormones coursing through my system. Yes I am bitter because in this particular struggle I feel all too heavily the burden of my periods, of fertility and what it all means and if he can't at LEAST understand that I am going to go through a thing right now and it might be fueled by hormones then he is just not getting it as one human to another.

BUT, my case, this year, is extraordinary...and my man has been extraordinarily good to me. I am very very lucky. However, I expect no less of him and wouldn't be with him now if he didn't have the ability for sympathy.

In my day to day, I have had bad moodiness and have been dressed down for it and have adjusted my ways because it is only fair to address what you can change especially if it makes him, make us, happier.

This, clearly has hit a nerve with me.