2186: Have a Nice Day

[Keith]

Originally Posted by powderjester

I learned how to ski powder, drive an isuzu trooper sideways at 70 mph, jump a snowmobile, snap a pine tree in half, and generally let loose.

Danny Panties.

So it's like all drugs: you had it in you. Am I wrong?

You didn't just grab someone's Isuzu one night.

[powderjester]

Originally Posted by Keith

So it's like all drugs: you had it in you. Am I wrong?

You didn't just grab someone's Isuzu one night.

Yeah. I think that's right. They just let you drop your inhibitions allowing you to react instictively without hesitation.

[FingerLakes]

Danny +Chemda! Way to go sticking up for someone and for yourself! Sounds terrifying. Bonus points to Danny for not leaving the car when invited to "step outside"

[Sparrow]

alright. so, let's science this bitch.

i'm in a bit of a cross roads. i just finished a large project and i'm looking toward to future to see what's in it. deep introspection is part of this process.

i bought two hits of acid having never successfully acid tripped before. i'm going off into the forest valley this afternoon with my dog and my good friend and fellow listener, Janie, and we're gonna see if we can't come up with something brilliant.

will report back.

[FingerLakes]

Originally Posted by OnmyojiOmn

I'm listening to Jen Kirkman on The Todd Glass Show from a couple weeks ago, and she's dropped like five subtle references to Louis CK and having to watch guys jerk off.

You have a timestamp for that? I don't think I can deal with 3 hours of Todd Glass to find this

[OnmyojiOmn]

Originally Posted by FingerLakes

You have a timestamp for that? I don't think I can deal with 3 hours of Todd Glass to find this

Around 52 and 137 mins in are the two I remember, but there were more. It's part of bits they do, but it's seems pretty clear that it's been on her mind.

[Keith]

How can we get you to check?

[OnmyojiOmn]

Sorry, check what?

[Keith]

My balls.

Jesus.

[Sparrow]

acid is a tool and i used it clumsily at best having not enough prior knowledge of the beast to prepare for it, harness it, or navigate it.

some manner of witchery (because tonight is a no shit actual full moon) caused my period to start the very exact moment i dropped acid. 1 PM. i could not have scheduled it any more precise; She was late and i had taken a pregnancy test earlier this morning to assuage Bear's darling but unfounded worries i might be chemically retarding a love child.

so, alongside these very unfamiliar sensory changes are coming waves of white hot first day cramps. i threw up a good bit. if i had intended on looking inside my soul or listening to my heart, it was made entirely impossible to accomplish through several hours of meaningless shifting and bodily discomfort.

the entire world outside sure looked pretty from the window. i was just mad at everything.

i wanted so much to have a romp in the fresh green everything, the day itself was perfection, but maybe the expectation was enough to make it impossible; like that thing about how the act of observing something changes it. i couldn't let go. and it made me even more mad.

it was blanched. ugly. superficial. i could only lie down and wait for it to happen to me and be done; grateful things like this don't go on forever.

still, from what i understand, acid is a reflection and i tend to speak, even to myself, in metaphor. i think the experience is worth unpacking, but not one i'm eager to brave again soon. i'm not sure if it's not for me or i'm just not ready; the thing about rape and love is that it can look the same with the sound off.