What stresses you right now?

[CsisandDesist]

Update, just got my date for my heart surgery, July 20th, two weeks tomorrow. Holy crap.

[picard102]

I have way overextended myself.

I have two clients who I'll need to finish up work with in the next two months that are way more than two months away from being finished.

I have an event that I need to collect 70+videos from individuals, that need to be formatted, edited and published for the end of next month.

I am running a booth at FanExpo Toronto next month that I have zero prepared for. Will need to coordinate with a ton of people to work at the booth, and build physical structures to create an experience.

I have a booth at the Toronto Prop Expo next month that I need to finish 10 or so projects that have been on hold for the last 2 years.

I spent the last week out of commision with Covid, and I don't know if I'll ever get my sense of smell back.

The squirrel in our back alley hasn't been around for a few days.

Oh well.

[Gerry Generic]

My girlfriend killed herself three days before this last Christmas. We had been together for four years. She suffered from several mental illnesses and was deep into her sickness. I cry every day. I draw her often...

Taking pictures on the beach. With some Midnight Oil lyrics I used to catch her singing (while she was loading the next bowl).

I've also been coming to terms with a lot of stuff from my childhood. And I'm pretty sure my mom is a narcissist. I'm absolutely certain my dad was. I'm finding the unhealthy patterns I learned from them littered through my brain. I'd rather not get into some of the ickier stuff.

Hope everyone who reads this takes their own thoughts seriously. And those you love. I know I couldn't have saved her. And I know it wasn't my responsibility to save her. But here I still am, without her.