Aw man, I see the anxiety/paranoia/fear in your post, it totally sucks to feel that.
I have an incredibly close friendship with a guy that's been going on for about a year now. We've just become "long distance", he's stayed in London to work and I'm in York studying, but we talk every day, lots of Skype conversations and always plans to see one another when we can.
Sounds like a relationship, I know. But the difference that should set your mind at ease and set my ex-boyfriend's mind at ease at the time, was that there's all of this compatibility and the sexual element hasn't come into it.
An entire year of date like nights? No move was made? I mean this guy is either truly the biggest coward ever (and then will probably stay this way) or there's just not a sexual element there.
I don't know how to explain it, but if it hasn't cropped up yet after so much closeness, I don't think it will.
Chin up in the meantime, fuck her brains out, that always helps.
