[bw81]

That sucks the big one. You've definitely got a support group in KATG.

I don't have first hand experience with this situation but I think a thing to do now is to put some music on, have a drink, maybe punch a few things that won't break you or the item (a pillow or something) then scream as loud as you can into a pillow (while the music is on so the neighbours don't call the cops). It's therapeutic to have a bit of an emotional explosion when she gets heavy. My only suggestion would be to not overdo the drinking - remember that nobody drinks their way out of depression. It's a depressant so don't go too stupid too often, you will spiral.

Your parents know which is good, they are worried about you and you have been able to let them know you are ok. Yeah it sucks that it wasn't on your terms but at least it is done now, the band-aid was ripped off quick smart and they can be there to help you heal when you need family to talk to.

And we know now so remember that you have some friends that you haven't met yet that are here for you too.

Shit will get better.