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I am incredibly focused when i have a goal, as you can see from this fucking thread. Having a child was the oal, once we decided we were going to try there was no turning back. I get pregnant sitting on a warm bus seat....4 miscarriages in 8 months is an astonshing record that shocked my doctor, not a record i wish i had. However, i never fully committed to the cause. I have a kid, i don't need 2.
My son rounds out a pretty satisfying life, he does nothing but make me happy, tired, but happy. So if that means he defines my life....i love it.
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