I'm overwhelmed. Thanks guys.
I know that I'm a fricken basket case whenever I get on it and it's becoming a huge problem. I also know that I want to stop but the temptation will be there. Particularly this coming weekend. I'm heading interstate with my family to visit my hometown for my 40th birthday and I know that my parents are putting on a fairly big party for me on Sunday. There will be alcohol there of course and already I'm feeling the anxiety of not wanting to drink at all but knowing that I'll be tempted to have a beer or a wine if it's offered to me.
I was thinking of broaching the subject with my parents, to give them a heads up, but I lost my nerve to pick up the phone this evening and call them.
I dunno...
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