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Old 04-13-2020, 03:02 AM   #10 (permalink)
Apia resurrected
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Originally Posted by skyelo View Post
Yes! That’s how I feel too!
I try to explain more.

I always felt that it’s a miracle so many things are working. Like being able to travel to another continent.

Being on the train with complete strangers, everyone behaving and than going their ways.

Going to a restaurant and paying with a plastic card for something my body needs to survive.

Somehow I often felt anxious, especially in the evening about what could happen, and that everything could just go away and than what.
I felt very alone in this, because so many people seemed to think they deserved even more, more, more. Always complaining about the world not being perfect for them, even if they also are part of the same world and not perfect.
That things we have and are working are somehow normal and natural.

Now everyone sees that what we had was already pretty great, feels their mortality more, feels now fragile life and Society are.

Welcome to my head everyday.
That gives me more liberty to feel ok in the moment. And just live in the moment, because most plans are canceled for everyone.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Hahahahahaha.

Last edited by Apia resurrected; 04-13-2020 at 03:05 AM.
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