60: And You Can Chu!

[Keith]

What's the worst thing you've ever done in your life, Apia?

And we don't accept Not being nice enough to myself.

[Apia resurrected]

I must think about it.
Do you mean worst morally or the most violent?

[Keith]

NICE!

[Apia resurrected]

Morally bad:

Shoplifting as a teenager, cheating because I couldn’t end the relationship in an honest way so I made it so bad that I couldn’t go back, dating two guys at once and not in the poly way….


Violent:

Beating up bullies and I don’t regret it.

[Newsy]

Originally Posted by Apia resurrected

Morally bad:

Shoplifting as a teenager, cheating because I couldn’t end the relationship in an honest way so I made it so bad that I couldn’t go back, dating two guys at once and not in the poly way….


Violent:

Beating up bullies and I don’t regret it.

Oh I don't see any problematic here..


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[Apia resurrected]

Originally Posted by Newsy

Oh I don't see any problematic here..


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Hihi.

I was younger and not emotionally mature. My than boyfriend who by the way has the name Jerome was a little bit controlling and demanding.
And this made me not find him hot anymore.
I tried to break up and he always made me feel guilty and come back.

So I started seeing other guys and it did the trick! I don’t recommend it.

[Apia resurrected]

Are here other people who know deep anger?
( not road rage. I don’t have that. It gives me nothing.)

It’s an intense feeling for me.
I feel the sweat on my back. Sometimes I get anger spots on my chest so I really seem to turn into a leopard.
I don’t feel any kind of pain anymore. My body gets ready to fight.
I start to feel really strong and powerful I think I for example I could throw a grown man into the air or worse.

I know it’s time to move my body to lessen the tension.
I need to walk and to listen to music. Breathe. It works. I’m not a violent person, ever. But I could be!