I have an utter hatred of Christmas right now. Because of Christmas, work at the hospitals is slowing down and my pre booked shifts are getting cancelled. Which is a total headfuck because I have two children under five and I am shitting bricks now that I won't be able to afford to give them a decent Christmas.
I was depressed enough with the advent of this time of year. I have cut way down on the Lexapro and it is messing with my head big time. Add this to the mix and well, life is becoming a fucking pressure cooker.
Times are not good right now.
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