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We had Cories memorial service friday and saturday, the family did not want an official funeral, and there was line out the door for almost 2 hours of people coming in. It was very touching to see all the people who knew Corie.
That said, I need to vent a little and here is the only place I can without seeming like a complete asshole. I am pissed, ripshit mad that a 30 year mother of 4 would die. I'm mad that we did not spend more time together, that her 16 year old boy got the lucky oppurtunity to celebrate his birthday on the day his mom died, that two 3 month old babies have no idea who their mother was. I can deal with being this pissed off on my own but what I can't deal with is the God assholes. I try my best to not being that asshole atheist that has to spread my own beliefs or demand that those around me argue for their own beliefs. I really just want to scream at every mother fucker who post anything about god or gods fucking plan. If there was a god then how the fuck do you justify taking a 30 year old wiht two brand new babies but not taking every fucking pedo or dead beat dad or rapist. How can you post or talk about gods love when you know corie was an atheist, even if there was god then she is in hell. What the fuck???????????
Sorry, I just need to vent some where.
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