I've never had a real suicidal thought. When I see an bridge that is incomplete (under renovation or construction) I picture in my mind diving off of it at like 100 mph, having that moment of weightlessness just before the front of my car collides with my skull. When I see a cliff I think of all the ways I could accidently fall off the edge or die saving my son from the fall.
But it's only imagination, I have never and would never really consider it. It's just not in me and I have sessional depression but never includes suicide.
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