O doctorsleep, where art thou?

[Rufio]

Originally Posted by Bucho

What, like an elephant accidentally backed up and sat on his leg or something?

Oh wait ... are you saying it wasn't an accident?!?

I meant that he's now a serial rapist

[Jo_Culprit]

The last comment Doctorsleep made was a bitch about how the hottest girl competition should be simple and not cause drama etc. I replied to his comment with a post about how his forums dramas meant he should probably shut his face on the topic.

I'd say he's using another forums account now, the join date would be around Nov or Dec 2011 I suppose.

[Rufio]

Originally Posted by Jo_Culprit

I'd say he's using another forums account now, the join date would be around Nov or Dec 2011 I suppose.

Doug, can you out doctor sleeps new account name?

[fluxquanta]

I'm betting he quit and went to some other forum or something. I mean, I would if I was him.

[punk'n]

There's other forums??

[Daemonik]

Originally Posted by punk'n

There's other forums??

Vile, unsubstantiated rumors. Don't get sucked into that sickness.

[doctorsleep]

You said my name 3 times, look what happened.

Yeah I kind of drifted off, It wasan't directly beacuse of the forums, its just that I lost my ipod so wasn't able to listen to the show as often along with getting a job that didn't give me as much opportunity to wear headphones and listen as much. so since I stopped listening to the show I just kind of stopped coming to the site. Noticed this in an old Email adress I used to recover some documents I sent myself and thought I would check back in and start listening again. Going to dive in tomorrow (In addition to my other job I'm temping again so I need to fill in a lot of time)

If you want a status update here goes...

No, Still haven't had a single date. I still fucking hate myself, maybe even more then before.

I flunked a class I needed to graduate and now am taking 2 courses to finish college this semester. Which I'm kind of glad for because if I had finished college a virgin I probably would have killed myself so this gives me about 5 more months.

I still haven't moved out, but it is going to happen soon. Money is getting saved up and I'm almost ready to make a down payment. Or at least as ready as you can be. I have come to the conclusion that moving out is the last possible thing I can do to get laid. No girl is going to respect a 23 year old who still lives with his fucking parents.

Lost the 2nd draft of my book in a computer meltdown and now have to re-edit the whole thing

Singed up to match.com, I have gotten 1 response form a girl that lives 2 hours away, I messaged her back and never heard from her again. I believe it was a waste of 45 dollars. And I'm really sick of the online stuff, I should be an adult man with dignity and should be able to talk to girls. Online dating is a crutch and I don't think it will ever work for me.

I had a female friend of mine go on plenty of fish and fix up my profile, take better pictures, and E-mailed easily 100+ girls for me, 4 replied.
- Also, thought I really had something with this one girl on plenty of fish, she was Asian and cute, but also had a little weight on her so i thought that meant I would have a shot and she would have some fucking character. Hell we both even went to the same school. We had a lot of great talks back and forth and she even gave me her number and we texted a bit, then when I asked her if she wanted to meet up she gave me the...

"Ohh...well I just got out of a relationship and i'm not really looking for anything right now"

"I probably should have mentioned that while you thought we were making a connection and getting your hopes up, but then I remembered I'm just like every other lying bitch on this website. Sooooo...go fuck yourself lol"
(Sorry, that one just really hurt) Seriously, what the fuck did you think I was looking for, where do these women get the idea that men on dating sites aren't looking for a girl to date.

I have come to the realization that it is too late for me to get laid in my current environment, I have to move out, that is the only way its going to happen. Once I move out it might be easier, but I have to move out before college because if I graduate a virgin, as mentioned above, I WILL KILL MYSELF. The only reason I have stuck with college was because while I was feeling depressed and wanted to kill myself in high school everyone told me "Don't worry, everyone gets laid in college your going to meet a great girl there"

living at home was the biggest mistake of my life. I would have easily taken the extra 40k in debt to live in a shitty dorm.

(Oh a long post from sleep whats new lol)

How ever other then the whole woman situation everything else in my life is going pretty good. I have more freinds, i've been drinking and experimenting with certain substances and enjoying them quite much (but in a good way, not an addictive way, I can't believe all that stuff they say about it not being habit forming is true, I need a bottle of soda more then I need another hit on a bubbler)

I have noticed an up tick in anger though, I'm really starting to get pissed at not having a girlfriend. hell I'm more angry then said about it. this is bull shit. I know that if I could somehow trick a girl into dating me I could be a loving boyfriend but I just can't seem to meet any.

And I might as well update what I'm looking for because its been coming up with my friends a lot lately. Here is all I need

Not Fat, I've looked at it (and dear god I hope I'm not being too offensive with this but I'm just trying to gauge how big of a girl I could see myself going for, I have no idea what average is I just googled dress sizes until I found girls that I wouldn't want to touch) Size 16, its not a hard line, and I would be lying if I said I didn't want something smaller it all depends on what the girl actually looks like herself as an individual, and its not all that matters of course, but based purely on size I would say 16 is the highest size that is still attractive, and i mean ATTRACTIVE, I'm not saying size 16 is "Ughhhh I guess I'll take it" I mean the difference between 16 and 18 seems to be what I would define as the leap from curvy to...another word (I'm trying to be careful I do not want to set off a shit storm) I've just noticed that in the south weight is a MUCH BIGGER PROBLEM here so you have to take what you can get, Its maybe the biggest reason i want to leave the region is just so I can have a better chance to get a thin girl. (again that probably sounded way worse then i thought, I'm still a social retard)

Don't have much of a problem with tattoos any more (again, I'm not saying that in a way like "ughhh heart on her ankle, okay, just wear socks while you blow me or deals off") I'm just not into punk girls, nose rings and such just don't do it for me and I just don't have a personality that meshes with those people. its the personalty, not that tattoo that turns me off

Age and height are still issues, I'm trying to deal with it, but its hard. This one girl that responded too me on match did it after I got frustrated with the sight and read an article about this MILLIONAIRE who was 5'2 and go ZERO responses, but when he changed his height to 6 feet he got FLOODED (but no, men are the superficial ones) I changed my height to 6 feet (I'm 5'7,) too see if that would get me some responses, i didn't, but this girl listed that she wanted her man to be 5'9 at least so I changed my height back before i replied (i didn't tell her i did) and I never got a message back. Women want men taller then them, that's really what its about, I don't like putting myself out there for girls I don't have even a sliver of a chance with.

As for age...fuck I can't get into it anymore. Hell since I'm a 23 year old senior in college (god damn i hate myself I'm pathetic FUCK) it actually doesn't come up that much, most girls are younger then me anyway so its pretty much a non issue

No bisexuals, again, how many bisexuals do you actually meet. Lesbians I know agree with me that Bi's are a bad idea and even my bisexual friends says that most of them are bad news.

The thing that has been bugging me lately though is that above all, no matter what, no exception.


NO SINGLE MOMS

For some reason, not wanting to date the type of woman that almost no guy wants to date makes me fucking worse then hitler. No single moms, I have not waited 20+ years for a girlfriend just to told that all I get is the bottom of the fucking barrel. Never, Never, Never, NEVER,

Okay, I probably still sound like an asshole, but as I said I'm just angry. I've been approaching girls in public more, with girls as back up so I don't look like some creeper alone stalking girls everywhere. I mean, I still want to finish every conversation with "Oh and I'm sorry I've ruined your day, I promise I'm not going to rape you, I'm just shitty at talking to girls"

[Zaumaum]

So, is anyone going to read all that to reply to it? I'm new to the forums and just interested in this guy enough for soundbites. Let's go.

[Space Indaver]

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[Rufio]

i read it