Going away to school?

[thatonegirl]

Hey guys. I recently have been faced with a difficult decision and I was hoping to get some input from anyone older and wiser. I'm 17, female, and I'm supposed to be getting ready to go to college in a couple months. However, I've been battling some really bad psychological problems and they basically disable me from being productive. I get so tired during the day and I can't make myself get up. I am getting help for these, but it's a really slow process.

I barely been getting through school, which has always been easy for me. All my friends will be going off to college soon but I don't know if I should join them. I was thinking about maybe taking a year off. I know I want to go to college, but i don't know if it's something I'll be able to do next year.

I'm afraid of getting left behind or never actually doing anything with my life.

What would you do?